Now that you're deep into this alternative to how you experienced sex before, why not try replacing all of your masturbation with worshiping women's butts instead?
You might even forget about what it was like to touch yourself the old way. Your value to a domme is going to be higher if you're an obsessive oral servant, too. Gooning and ruining still take place, but as a byproduct purely of staring at women's butts or fantasizing about licking, kissing, orally serving women's asses.
This is tied deeply into chastity programming. This file is looped, so you can repeat it. It comes with a 3.5 minute loopable mantra, and a version with the mantra overlaid as a layer in the background in addition to the 'clean' version.
Penis-specific fantasy.