Denial

Extension of Resistance to Ruin 5 - permission to have a single orgasm before going through the full training set of all 5 again. This also reminds you to take care of yourself, and that thinking hard about what you will experience when you deny your orgasm next, is predicated on remembering good orgasms. So maybe having one will be helpful. You have to keep your mental fortitude and self esteem up, with this kind of training.

Great for those cool months. There is an ambiguity in how we feel heat and cold. Heat can be perceived as chill, and we see cold as numb, and heat as arousal. Accordingly, the more turned on one gets, the more numb and impossible to arouse they become. This is an insidious little chastity themed file which might change the way you see arousal, and make orgasm quite difficult if not impossible. The chill could even be uncomfortable until you cease stimulation or turn your attention elsewhere.

In a lucid dream you observe a distant shore in the near past, witnessing a witch at work creating a servant - a monstrous creature designed to harvest semen and deny willing subjects until they cannot help but spurt. The sculpture she creates is tied to her body and she feels everything done to it as the erotic ritual concludes. You feel echoes of the sensation but know this is only the beginning.

A Leanan Ivy creation. The full version is available on her independent Patreon.

Have you ever had a real orgasm? Probably not. There is an infectious idea that the mere stumbling pulsing pleasure is an orgasm. Casting doubt on what you really remember, might it not be more fun if you had trouble remembering the last time you came? Might it not constantly haunt you if when you came, you could feel the experience but then it had a dreamlike hard-to-recall quality after, as if the sheer magnitude of the experience were too large for a mere memory to contain.

Originally someone's custom request when they wanted to recapture the intensity of their first orgasm, I went somewhat beyond the confines of the request to add extra themes.

Made with edging and chastity in mind, may also include some number amnesia. The idea is if you use one of those number-locked chastity key codes, you might forget it. So make sure you write it down somewhere safe (which you already do, of course).

Use an induction of your choosing.

One of the tentacled plant women who lives at the Lake has taken an interest in you. With her vast experience and deep fixation on drinking up your fluids, she will milk you dry... or perhaps only threaten to. Two different endings available.

The restraint ending is attached below, while climax is in the backer folder.

Voiced by Leanan Ivy

An expansion of Subby Puppy concepts. Available in both non-erotic and erotic versions.

Pleasurable physical sensation changes from its usual state to a worshipful increase in obedience and subby puppy thought for your handler. When you touch yourself, your mind produces more relaxing submissive thought, which expands to fill your mind. When you would normally reach your most intensely stimulated, you are overcome by submission instead. Null puppy, and a finger snap, is enough to put you in a frame of mind where you care less about your body, and more about your good puppy nature.

The erotic version is in the backer folder. The non-erotic version can be downloaded below.

A sequel to Resistance to Ruin.

You are training yourself to ruin each and every orgasm. Each time the ruined orgasm is more psychologically satisfying, despite the masochistic desperate clawing for relief and release that you feel.

Training to ruin each orgasm, see all your ruining training as self reinforcing, and to accept your new fate, new state, new arousal at the idea of ruination each time your cock spurts for merely a moment.

Also includes the suggestion that when you orgasm it will drive you into trance, and your heavy weak limbs in that moment will be unable to keep stroking and therefore only able to deliver a ruined orgasm anyway.

Includes encouragement to masturbate during and to ruin one for me.

You awaken at the back of a classroom filled with creatures who induce pleasure and extract climax from clits and pussies. Their tendrils, aphrodisiac venom, prehensile tongues, and other features all exist to heighten denied need and then deliver habit-forming enjoyment.

And they don't know you're there... except the instructor, who has enchanted the example toy, a sleeve, to take the sensations it receives and transmit them directly to you as a prehensile toy penetrates it with its tentacles. Your pussy has been taken away and you cannot touch yourself, only endure...

Then, at the end, when everyone else is gone, the instructor and her shapeshifting assistant offer you a choice - further denial, or climax? To be continued in future instalments, but for now prepare to be pleasured, edged, and left in deep need by the creatures met herein.

Length: 28 Minutes

Script is here.

You awaken in a classroom positioned in a mysterious otherworld, full of entities who harvest denied sexual energy and fluids. The instructor in the class watches you, not revealing your presence in a comfortable seat at the back of it.

She proceeds to give the class, producing a sensual aid in the form of a toy, a dildo which she allows her "assistant" to demonstrate technique upon. Her assistant is a tentacle-laden creature who edges the toy as it would any other length...

The problem? The class is full of other monster girls who would love access to your length, and they'll react if you cry out and fall upon you in a sea of torment. That isn't so bad, but you are feeling *everything* the assistant does to the demonstration toy, while the instructor watches and knows.

At the end you are tempted, and left wanting more.

Length: 40 Minutes

Script

An observation report on a unique magical ecosystem by the witch who studies denial, energy drain, and organisms who induce climax only after long periods of waiting and edging.

Mysterious plant women who use their pheromones, vines, and the local pollen to draw in sources of thick cum so they can tease, deny, and ultimately mate with their be-cocked suitors. The witch, who often utilizes techniques observed in magical creatures, watches these women at work despite the obvious effects on her.

A descriptive story with some masturbatory and implied mind control elements, which also provides backstory for a recurring character.

Length: 20 Minutes

Voiced and written by Elena McIvor

A sequel to the earlier Semen-Seeking Sleeve

The creature has been feeding from you for some time, intermittently allowing your denied state to increase your seminal release and the power of your climax. It only milks you while you are sleeping.

One time, when you have almost masturbated on your own but fallen asleep before climax, it arrives at the very limit of your endurance.

Includes both a release and an alternate denial ending with posthypnotic suggestion to hold back until you can release with the creature's influence. Implications of addiction and compulsive edging/denying plus frequent erection and arousal.

Length:39 Minutes + alternate version

While at a mysterious market, you doubt the power of magic when speaking to a witch who sells magical sex toys. She is quick to counter this with a special sex sleeve which you can slip over your penis to flawlessly harvest your semen.

There may be another, more interesting purpose at play, but she certainly seems interested in you... you'll just have to prove she's wrong and that willpower alone can overcome magic.

So when you unbox the toy, you leave it on a shelf... and try to ignore it.

But that's not so easy, and it has something of a mind (and an influence), all its own.

Helps to have a real sex sleeve to enact this one with.

Gender neutral. Assumes listener has a penis.

Length: 37 Minutes

If you are going through the "resistance to ruin" files, there is a tame version of the third step in that training, and a wilder one. This is the wilder "3" in the set, if you don't like pegging you can listen to the other resistance to ruin 3.

Delicious femdom tagteam with myself and Ms Victoria Shine.

You kneel before us, craving our pussies desperately. Light humiliation as you are reminded what you crave. You edge as my skirt and panties move out of the way... to be replaced by a strap-on which you suck off while Victoria fucks your rear and whispers delicious inducement to edge.

Eventually you are allowed to see but not touch, and to ruin but not climax.

You are training yourself to ruin your orgasms. Edging would be a nice addition to your ruining regime. Edging is like micro-ruining and it also moves the "point of no return" beyond which you must ruin your orgasm by ceasing stimulation, closer. It brings you closer to your goal.

Have fewer orgasms, but all of them ruined and all of them splendidly influential.

Gives permission to edge during other audio so you can get really deep.

Penis-centered followup to Darkroom Denial.

Working for the photography instructor at her lab, you are still teased and denied every day. The heavy mechanical dark room clock is ticking away, and you receive pleasure only while it ticks.

She uses her breasts, hands, mouth, and pussy to pleasure you until you can stand it no longer, but you know refraining from orgasm is the gateway to still more pleasure, so you resist.

Part of an ongoing series.

Length: 21 Minutes

• Darkroom of a university photography class.
• Disappointed instructor enacting her vengeance on an inattentive pupil
• Ends with denial.
• Escorted to back room for a grope and some lessons in disappointment.
• Gender and genital neutral. For anyone, so enjoy!

Length: 20 Minutes

• Penis-focused orgasm ruining file.
• Discusses induced fetish to have lovers ruin your orgasm as well.
• Your default state is not-touching, it takes more and more effort to leave this default state...
• ...until suddenly your hands move away from the shaft and you're left ruined and pent up.
• Encourages a ruining regimen and to maintain the ruined state as an inescapable matter of fact.
• Ruining can just feel better, you know? When you snap right back to hardness shortly after dribbling uselessly.
• Loopable. Put it on repeat!

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File Length: 35 Minutes

This is a vastly improved remake of the old Resistance to Ruin file.

Edging yourself has its own specific gravity, its own forceful allure. If you're walking around with your clit thrumming and pussy soaked all the time, it'll help you think of sex more and become a self-perpetuating cycle where the allure to perform the action exceeds the importance of some other thoughts. When you have time, you'll edge. When a lover touches you and finds not an ordinary pussy, but one that has been edged so close, and you find yourself unable to quite tip over the edge so a welcome lover's touch is all the better, because your lover will make you come with no regard for your edging regimen, unless you ask, and the temptation to ask might be very real.

This file works just as well alone, you'll simply have to set up a mechanism by which you permit yourself to come, or grind on something, or vibrate over the edge. But once you know how good it feels to come after three days of edging every chance you get, fantasizing actively, indulging in fantasy, might you not want to wait until four days, or more, to see if the release gets better?

Learning how it feels to touch yourself in ways which feel good, but won't get you off, is another treat in this conditioning. Some angles of vibration or stimulation will never get you off but will get you close enough to qualify as edging.

This and other related topics intertwine to begin a course about edging.

Edging during is permitted.