Since your length has already slipped back inside of you, making normal orgasm difficult... why not orgasm when you give oral pleasure to others? Repurpose the nerves from your re-absorbed length, add them to your tongue, and enjoy submissive oral service you give to others, as if it were the best masturbation in the world. But this one doesn't break that wonderful chaste haze you have going on. Themes of being more submissive to me personally are also included, and themes of how right for you it is to lead a chaste existence.
Training to give oral as an outlet for chaste desires, this is the right route... it's not like you can use your recessed length now anyway. Body transformation themes also reinforced.
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When confronted with a woman who wants to engage with you sexually, first consider - is this safe and comfortable for both parties, are there no risks other than having a good time? If so, why not trance out and follow her every request or order automatically, as if tranced, triggered by the order itself - without considering what the orders are other than that they are safe. Learn to serve and submit. This audio works well with "Images - Her" and "Obey Women"
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